wow 2day was a great day!!!but chong pang was a bad place 2 perform a band!!at the break,me,ghaf and das went 2 7-11 2 get som refreshments.then wen i got wat i wanted 2 buy...i needed 2 pay 4 the drink so...i headed 2 the cashier then the gurls were standing there and were paying 1 by 1 so i made my way behind them...wen i got behind 'arifah....she turned around and bump into me stepping on my injured foot causing me 2 nearly topple over face flat on the ground but luckily i can balance it was so..painful its lik...a knife has stabbed u on the foot ouch!!in my mind i was thinking shuld i scream in pain...or shuld i jus keep my mouth shut as it was onli an accident.so...i kept my trap shut (^_^) gd thing!if not...teruk luh!tahan luh...firdaus amir u better keep cool if not....i'll kill u wen we get hom u understand me?!i said 2 myself .well i dun care abt wat happen 2 day all i care is tat 'arifah wuld not step on it again and don feel sad abt it coz its just an accident so...peace out 2 'arifah thxz 4 saying srry tho!!(^_^) lik ur honour!peaceout! ouh and nice job sembwinds! u rock!!
well g2g!!fird14 signing off!!(^_^)(^U^)(^V^)(>_<)(>_^)(^_<)(>U<)

well lets check...hmm....well...i've updated my friendster...hmm.....annoy ghaf...went 2 sch...come back from sch ouh and the most exciting part of 2day is tat i finally spoke 2 her(^_^)yay!hope we culd speak again soon!(^_<)cool!(^_^)ouh 1 more thing...2moro we're gonna hav a performance yay!!!and the best part is...im the onli eupho sec 1 in my section!!!(^_^)woot woot!!!LOL!!!(^U^)hope my friends will b there 2!! ouh and im aldy addicted 2-im trying 2 save ur musical life here!!!LOL!!thxz 2 mr chew!!

tats all folks so...until nextime we meet again!!
FIRD14 signing off
(^_^)smile!!!

i didnt bleive how many things tat r interesting 2 me and somore repeatedly lik
im trying 2 save u in music-19
bloody-17
hell-17
f*&^%$#-1
stupid-25
idiot-12
my senior

madeline-uhh!!so cold!!!-16

hamizah-uhh!!so cold!!!-6
me-ahhh!!!it hurts!!oz is strong!!sombody punch me quick!-29
and the OZ part was no jk he was lik poking me wit tat finger on my shoulder aww man it hurts lik nearly of wat i suffered in the world of sadness!!ouch!

no!!!no!!no!!!! y must it b today?!!dont u kno tat u guys r 2 young 2 experience the hard world of sadness u cant adapt 2 the worl now u need more time!!if not u all will b corrupted by the king of the sad worl!me!oh no!!!!theres alot of people i love tat r traped in the horrible world of sadness and hatred!!!b coz of me!!!!no!!!its all bcoz of me and my dark side hu created this problem then..its me and my dark side hu's gonna fix it back oh and wit a little help from my gd side 2!!i will not let any1 I love into the world of sadness,hatred and jealousy!!!i wont let u all go even if it takes my last breath i will not let u guys b a victim of wat i've bcame b4 trust me it'll hurt and u'll regret setting foot on the land of sadness.i must stop this at 1'ce no matter wat!!
the onli cure 4 this is 4 me 2 make them smile (^_^) need 2 do it fast i aint got much time b 4 they bcom lik me or even worse!! i cant let them du this they need 2 live their life 2 the fullest and i mean live life happy!!!!!(^O^)!!!!

wat a rough day!!!today, was a rough day!!!!all thxz 2 the IH group of mine!!!!its not me,or randolph,or nurul they were all great!!!its tat wendy and yingying!!!!pemalas betul!!!!smack kan satu kali baru tau!!! dorang tuu!!iiiihhh!!!!aahhh!!!!dalah tats all 4 u bloggers!

fird14 out!

yahoo!finally got band TEE finally i feel lik a part of this band but the funny thing tho alot of people didnt turn up 2 get the band TEE.. =(
im really sad coz saturday hav a performance we're gonna use tat TEE while performing!!!!well tats all 4 today

fird14 signing out!!!rock on peace out!!!ouh and smile!!!!!!!!

yay!!im gona play a performance on sat and the band tee is nearly done!!cant wait 2 wear it 2 band pract until i got it aniwaes but 2 day,mr chew scolded the sec 1 trombonist!dada i kno u had a bad day...and srry tat mr chew scolded u next time try ur very best kaes?persevere 2 succeed tats wat i always say.don let him and mr raj stop u from enjoying urself live life 2 the fullest and live life happily if not..u will regret it tats my personal advice 2 my friends tat got scolded 2 day by mr raj or even mr chew...srry but try 2 do it
the people im srry 2-adli,hafeez,tazi,lindi,dada,syashi,'arifah and others i tat i hav no sapce left and i g2g so...srry again 2 the spoken p ple hope u feel well i hate c ing u guys sad so.....rock on,peace out,stay cool,always smile and smile always

fird14 signing out !!poof!!

get out get out!!!i don want 2 hear u or feel u ever again!!!aarrggghhh!!!!go away go away go away!!!!aaarrrrggghhh!!!!!NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!get out of my head get out!!!!!i jus wanna b happy 4 1ce cant i?i want 2 feel wat is really happiness not faking it!!get out!!!or i'll end it all now.i kno i dont want 2 du tat but som1's g2g its either me or u!!!if its u,gd.if im leaving theres no point in u existing correct?aarrrgghhh!!!get out of my blood get out of my heart get out of my mind get out my life!!!!!!!!i don want u animore interfearing wit my life ever again!!!lonlyness is wat i felt 4 a very long time and now it must stop!!u hav been my friend 4 this long years but now i must live life 2 the fullest and not wit this pain and sorrow.i need 2 live life the fullest wit happiness and joy i think i'd b better off witout u but i still need abit of u in me coz its 2 risky having u in my soul srry i hav 2 say this but gd bye my friend if u wanna hav fun..violence isnt fun its cruel so...leave now or dont live its either u leave or we both dont live it ur choice make it..don cry its makin me more guilty..i need ur answer now
im waiting..gd decision and don worry i will cherish every moment we spent during the past now,im gonna live the future so...gdbye!

(p.s this is me and my darkside kaes?no offence 2 all hu c's this blog and i think from now on i can laugh freely.so...worl!!my dark side is gone)(^_^)no more(>_<)i promise 2 smile always.now iskandar!!!try making me laugh now!

i cant laugh i cant laugh i cant laugh!!!!!y wont ani 1 get it!!iskandar wont giv up!!he wants 2 make me laugh until my lungs burst
well 2 tell u somting...i cant laugh onli I can make myself laugh!!haha!!!

a fun day at my band bbq but there was no happiness in myself
no 1 culd make me happy during the bbq onli me...i tried 2 smile and laugh as in fake luh well i acted HIGH jus 2 make every1 feel extra gd 2day well i succeeded but i still hav the sadness still in me.making people happy is my mission and i succeeded but i didnt feel gd.i cant 4 1ce in my life feel gd lik i can laugh 4 hours its jus tat its mission impossible 2 make me laugh.tats y the game called A.E.I.O.U i can win easily the rules wer wen u freeze and laugh...u kena bush!!water all splash on u .the seniors tried very desparately 2 make me laugh and i jus cant i told them tat i cant laugh..but they didnt listen so...tats a taste of their own medicine i guess well tats all 4 today well.....the sadness is not from me its from my cuz shes really sad ask me l8ter coz i g2g now so..lets jus say shes having boy difficulties well

FIRD14 signing off!!!

i got alot of names! today i got a new names -awoosh(me)
fird14(me)
fird14isback(me)
amir(friends)
greenguy('arifah)
amir amoy(adli)
amir amos(ilham)
ferdinand(adli)
awoosh amir(me)
fiiiiiirrrrdddddd14!!(acap)
music phantom(me)
dragon slayer(me)
spideyman(me)
donkey man('arifah)
and a newest addition- bucuk by'arifah
tats all....fird14 signin off!!!gd nite!

''mr sensitive'' finally poped!!its bad coz monday we hav a perfomance!!!
wat the hell!!!!aww man!!!i was lookin 4ward 2 playin alisian!!! oh and the star wars song!!!!!!dum dum dum,dum di dum,dum di dum!!!haha love tat song!!


well tats all!!!!(^U^)
fird 14 signing out!!!!peace!!

girl! y wont u understand! i wont slap u or 4get abt u its jus an expression.c mon pls understand!

hey guys! fird14 here there's a lot of things happening 2 me since the thing happend onli she knoes and no 1 else.i hav been getting all different kinds of nightmares the nightmare started:i was kinda on a date wit her we went 2 shopping mall we dinner then wen it was tim 4 her 2 go home,i sent her hom nearly at her hom a car ran into me and her lucky 4 me i was onli hurt on my left hand.as 4 her she was lying on the ground unconcious i called the ambulance. halfway 2 the hospital she died(>_<)(>n<).well after the monday prac where mr chew the ''SENSITIVE'' old man scolded the trombones and the euphos 4 not playing.i had a dream well a nightmare.it was band pract so..every1 was falling in at the foyer then after tat,we all set up our instruments and sat down at the concert area it was senior band,we wer playing a peice which i had never herd of so....we wer playin the peice wen mr chew well lets call him''MR SENSITIVE'' scolded the euphonists,trombonists,clarinetist and the cornets coz not playin well...wrng note...blablabla so on and so forth so..he scolded them lik raging bull every1 was crying even the strong guys even ME.he scolded us until my seniors the trombonists cant take it anymore except 4 onli her and dada so...i was the onli eupho player then ''MR SENSITIVE''looked at me.he said well?are'nt u gonna run out and cry?!
i jus sat there lik a mindless zombie not listening 2 his words.he said the same 2 the 2 trombonist.then all my seniors came back into the room and wer ready 2 play.then we started all was going well wen suddenly ''MR SENSITIVE'' there shouted:no!!!!its all wrong!!!then he took out a gun from his bag and shot elena.oh god my poor senior!next he tried 2 shoot the cornet players.he manage 2 shoot 2 of the cornet players and 1 of them was elaine next,he tried 2 shoot the trombonist i tried 2 stop him but he shot aidil,hanna,mory and taufiq(old boys)then he tried 2 shoot her but this time i took a flute and whack his head he fainted immedietly i sigh but wen i looked at her she was still stunned the others was lik helping the injured 1's i ran 2 elena but suddenly i didn't notice tat ''MR SENSITIVE'' was back.he shot me on the left arm i .i felt the sharp pain then i saw his ugly face looking at me he pointed his gun at me and the next thing i knew,i woke up in my bed. phew!!!!! wat a night mare luckily its over *sigh hope it dosent com true
well enough of this i gotta get back 2 bed so....gd nite and to the GIRL srry don take it seriously its jus a dream

ehh!!!!shahrul blackmailing me!!!!
damn him hes gonna get it on band pract well
thxz 2 him i can play the chinese song

phew i manage 2 play the chinese song well *sigh

i thought mr chew was gonna leave the band he said i was
playing and i was dreaming away well its not true

i tried my very best 2 play tat song so...im still jus a junior
and jus kno tat i tried 2 make u happy

u kno wat? tat day i made this really really really really really really really funny joke guess how the whole family of mine reacted,

me-my face was lik is tat really funny?
sister 1-terkentut kentut fuyohh!!mcm atomic bom!!
lil bro-tergolek dalam longkang dalam giler
sis2-laughed cutely
dad-driving until nearly hit a car
mom-laugh until cannot angkat then she cough teruk!!

ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the 1 week trip......my finger nearly got bitten off by a giant dragonfish,an ostrich nearly pecked my head i think if it had pecked my head i would b come botak kilat man!!lol!!ehem where was i?oh yes,nearly killed my self while crossing the road,nearly drowned my self in a pool,nearly killed myself with 2 much junk food and drinks wow!!!tat was a fun holiday i think heh lol!!(^O^)(^U^)(^_^)im glad im back in my house on this chair posting this.well tats all 4 2day folks so.......peace out!!(^O^)(^U^)(^_^)(>U<)(>_<)

FIRD14 signin out!!

its been 1 week since i last chat wit her and 1 week and 2 days since i last saw her. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really miss all me friends!!! sooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i could onli wait for them to online

fird14 signing off (>_<)

some of u guys may wonder wat i did in my 1 week trip.well.........i'll tell u
the 1st day in K.L,i was sick lik crazy!!woah!!head spining,tummy aching,feel lik vommiting,no appetite.The 2nd day i felt much better so...my father took us 2 time square theme park and aw my god it was fun!!!!very the shiok!!!hahaz !!(^_^)the rides were fun!!The 3rd day we packed up and left off for Port Dickson.In P.D,we unpacked our stuff and i got ready 4 picture taking.The next day in P.D,we went 2 a miniature zoo.There wer alot of ostriches!wow!!i saw crocodiles,whitepeacocks,green peacocks,chickens wit an einstein hairstyle a horse and alot of cute rabbits.the rabbits were lik attacking my shoe they were lik wow nice shoe! attack!!!serang!!!!then alot of them were on my shoe!!wow!then the rest of the days left we were at malacca.notin much 2 do there well buhbye!!!

dam it!!!!i forgot my blogs name...oh well tim 2 create a new
blog wit a new look *sigh *cough cough cough!aw man any body got strepsils?my throat hurts ouch!!aww man my voice has chage alittle
well...where wer we?oh yae...I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phew! finally i got back from the 1 week holiday 2 K.L!well,the trip didnt stop at K.L.I went 2 K.L,malacca,oh and P.D - Port Dickson.The bad thing is....i forgot my blog name so i just created a new 1 so....um...yeh..tats it well.....um...i missed all me friends!!!wat a long holiday!!!