assalamualaikum!!
ehh...sry guys!!!
coz i've been acting lik so...emo l8ly and didnt tok 2 you guys...
its jus dat i hav a migraine dat wont go away....and it really hurts...
den she made it worst by walking alone...i was so sad dat i cant b there 4 her..
but luckily i got a chance to tok 2 her in the bus...i kno it was sad dat 1 of the band member is gone.....but really....it breaks my heart 2 see some1 leave me...

but i really shuld apologise abt all the trouble i've caused to yu guys...thx adli for being there for me...hope this migraine will stop...if not...i'll continue acting emo but i will still salam and say waalaikumussalam you guys shuld tok 2 me often...coz im a tough 'nut' 2 crack tho...~_~
no 1 knos me better than myself...onli 1 hu knows more about me is u kno hu....


klah happy b.dae 2 paps!!!happy 41st b.dae
hope u keep on living till the full extent of ur life...insya allah...^_^
ouh and chen boon!!my birth dae is on 21st not 27th!!hehe!!
hope i would enjoy my b.dae this year.....


byebyez!!!

awoosh signing off!!...hi 'arifah!!!!^_^!!

hey...~_~
today was a bad day....
the reasons: sick,headache,heart broken,stress....
the sick and headache is already painfull and the stress comes from being the chairman/person of the class
and wat me heart broken is....because of two reasons....1 of it...was abdus..das...han...sallehan...he is controlled by the habit of punching walls just lik me.........-_- i kno its my fault....if i hadnt started punching walls...dis habit wouldnt hav been passed down to das...my own long lost cousin.....its all becoz of STUPID STUPID IDOTIC BRAINLESS NEVER THINK FOOLISH NAIVE me...~_~....

the other reason was 'arifah.....
wats wrong wif u girl???
i mean....c mon u never say anithing to me...its lik u r pushing me away.....and im really hurt....
i said bye....u never answered me....i thot that u jus dont care abt me anymore...but mayb its a misunderstanding or u just didnt heard it but i dont kno unless u tell me wats the problem.........i want us to b lik last year.....but i think this year.....we dont communicate more often than we use to...i miss the old u...the talkative....the bright.....the cheerful....the cute 'arifah again!!!!!!!!!!!


cheer up kaes??
coz....if ur sad im sad too....
may this post bring out the old 'arifah tat i lik or even love...
if u are reading this 'arifah....jus kno dat i dont want to loose u and i want u to b happy always
im jus telling u dat i really care abt u and i want u to kno dat i alwaes here if u hav problems dat need to b solve
and please talk to me or say hi or somthing wen u c me..or somthing...coz...ur voice and smile really brightens up my gloomy day
and if u think dat somthing is wrong wif me...i wuld love it if u culd take ur time to hav a chat wif me....and please dont let me punch walls....im really thankfull to GOD that he made our paths meet...for dat....i want to say a BIG THANKS...^_^...and i'll try 2 get into 3E1 next year....

talk to ur dear awoosh kaes....?

awoosh signing off!!I LOVE U!!

thxz 4 reading this post...
^_^^_^^_^^_^^_^^_^

ok........dis..comp seems ok......hmm....
ouh hi!!!!guys!! i miss u so much!!! its lik...woah!!
k...soo....how did i get here?well i hav dis new comp...im testing it out now...hehe cool...
ok....uhhh...wat am i suppose to du now?mayb i shuld try to install the msn messanger...yeah i'll du dat tomoro....



'ARIFAH!!!!! I MISSED U!!!!!!!! i mean........uhh.....malu ahh....^_^ hehe....
i dont want this comp to spoil so....to b on the safe side...


I LOVE YOU!!WA AI NI!!SAYA CINTAI MU!!
i dono y but i feel lik i havent met u in lik a decade hehe


dis question still remains in my mind...........shuld i ask u the question again?i mean i dont want 2 get the same answer the 1st tim i asked u the question...

mayb the tim is not rite yet.........mayb u kno wat the question is dont u 'arifah?well its easy..wen we meet l8ter i'll tell u or mayb even ask u the question.....


awoosh signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!

hello guys!!hey guys...look ok.....im so stressed
coz u kno lah...sch opening soon....and blablabla....

umm..............abt her rite....umm....how shuld i put it....lets just say i love her very much and i dont want 2 loose her...yeah....dats all im gona say...really sad tho....1st...oz threw my eupho on the floor...never will forget dat...and wats even worst is mom is forcing me 2 quit band....shitz!!!bummer man!!!!k lah if u c me like sedih sedih during band u kno y and now im a future D.M...life for me has stepped up to a whole new level

hope i dont quit band...-_-

ouh and 'arifah...dat time u ask me was i jealous or wat rite?well abit....yah so...umm.....yah
look mayb i shuld leave dat question behind and not ask u dat question until im ready.....so....
for the time being...i wanna rest in peace...umm....ouh and these r the song i wuld like to let u hear...the songs r...no one...sorry blame it on me...if thats ok with you...inconsolable...and sweetest girl...if u hav the time...listen 2 those songs...ouh and 1 more song is....unbelievable...

happy new year guys...


*sigh....
tell u wat

'ARIFAH?

I LOVE YOU...

awoosh signing off..assalamualaikum

(p.s this may b my last post....so...goodbye guys)
*wiping tears