hey...~_~
today was a bad day....
the reasons: sick,headache,heart broken,stress....
the sick and headache is already painfull and the stress comes from being the chairman/person of the class
and wat me heart broken is....because of two reasons....1 of it...was abdus..das...han...sallehan...he is controlled by the habit of punching walls just lik me.........-_- i kno its my fault....if i hadnt started punching walls...dis habit wouldnt hav been passed down to das...my own long lost cousin.....its all becoz of STUPID STUPID IDOTIC BRAINLESS NEVER THINK FOOLISH NAIVE me...~_~....

the other reason was 'arifah.....
wats wrong wif u girl???
i mean....c mon u never say anithing to me...its lik u r pushing me away.....and im really hurt....
i said bye....u never answered me....i thot that u jus dont care abt me anymore...but mayb its a misunderstanding or u just didnt heard it but i dont kno unless u tell me wats the problem.........i want us to b lik last year.....but i think this year.....we dont communicate more often than we use to...i miss the old u...the talkative....the bright.....the cheerful....the cute 'arifah again!!!!!!!!!!!


cheer up kaes??
coz....if ur sad im sad too....
may this post bring out the old 'arifah tat i lik or even love...
if u are reading this 'arifah....jus kno dat i dont want to loose u and i want u to b happy always
im jus telling u dat i really care abt u and i want u to kno dat i alwaes here if u hav problems dat need to b solve
and please talk to me or say hi or somthing wen u c me..or somthing...coz...ur voice and smile really brightens up my gloomy day
and if u think dat somthing is wrong wif me...i wuld love it if u culd take ur time to hav a chat wif me....and please dont let me punch walls....im really thankfull to GOD that he made our paths meet...for dat....i want to say a BIG THANKS...^_^...and i'll try 2 get into 3E1 next year....

talk to ur dear awoosh kaes....?

awoosh signing off!!I LOVE U!!

thxz 4 reading this post...
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