yay!!!the end of the common tests.


all of u must b happy..yeah..but not for me..im nervous...
in my mind...i keep thinking...have i improved from last year?will i do better dis year?or will i still b my old self?

my target:pass alll!!!!!


but seriously.i dont think i can pull it off and pass all...
despite the hardwork i put in studying...i hav a great feeling that im going to fail..
fail it all...even for the end of the year examinations...well at this rate anyway.. i have to work harder...

i think blogs are a waste of time...and..i've been thinking.
shuld i delete this blog?well..im willing to do it if it changes me for the better...
mayb i shuld think abt it longer...get a second opinion before the day comes..
but its all for a good cause..

well..aidil..hope u don make me lose my temper again..i kno u are jus having fun..but pls lah!hav limits to ur fun..these days...im trying to concentrate on studying so please aidil..if u wanna hav fun...do it without me...
SRRY!



awoosh out...~_~

heY GUYSSS!! wats upzzzz!!!


today...the day when i turn more mature...more wiser...more(emo)XXXXXXXXX
more pathetic...more playfull....more loving....and lastly more talented on the euphonium!!!!woot!!!


21/2/2008....was fun!!!thxz fer all the b.dae wishes yallz!! some of it was quite funny...some are strange...some....quite unique....hehe....

after band walk wit Zw to chase 'arifah....hehe....den from chasing 'arifah...it bcame to going to admiralty mrt station coz Zw cant take it and wanted to piss....hehe

thxz fer the b.dae wish 'arifah!


awoosh..now better known as fird14 signing off!!loving u!!!!

Sometimes rite 'arifah....
when i c u walk alone...it tempts me to alight the bus at the next stop or even chase after u...but...when i c ur face wen i pass by u wen riding the bus...it makes me feel dat...u need some alone time....and u dont want me to b there....so...i jus pray for u to get home safely.but sometimes..i really think u need some1 to walk with or tok to while walking home and i really wanted to get off the bus and walk home wit u...but...i really pitied Zhao Wei.he always try to pull me away...

so 'arifah...pls...if u wanna walk home...jus tell me...and i'll acompany u home...
but if u need some time alone...i'll jus pray dat u get home safe and sound...

aniwaes...y did u walk home today? Y?is everything ok? anithing u wanna share?
well sometimes i may b quite 'emo'(some ppl call it) but a gd smile or a simple laughter could cheer me up...and u du cheer me up...even wen u r not...if u kno wat i mean...


ouh g2g!!so remember...pls come to me wen u wanna wok home...


awoosh out-loving you-

the most fuuny thing dat happend today...
i told ghaf dat i cant wait for dis thurs...
den ghaf said y...
i asked him to guess...
the 1st answer he gave was..taufik BASAH(batisah)coming to school
den i said no
then i gave him a clue..21.2.1994
den he said...ouh! 1994=japanese occupation...
den i was lik 0_0
then there was silence...
then he said this..
ouh!!i kno!!
den i said...wat?
then he said this..(this may b shocking but this is wat he said)
he said on thurs..im gonna marry 'arifah...
then i was lik....~_~0_0!!!!!!!!!!!
it was lik WTF man!!!!
srry the wtf may b an offensive word


k dat was a funny tho weird conversation i had wif ghaf..


~awoosh signing off!!loving u!!~

ahhhh!!!cant du verticall pull ups!!!!damn!!its so hard!!


aniwae...today was funn...
still remembered how 'arifah reacted wen i wanted to giv her the thingy...
hehe cute seyy..^_^

and finally chat wif her today...now im trying to help ghaf create a blog for himself...

ouh gtg!!!

awoosh signing off!!loving u!

'arifah!!!srry fer the misunderstanding of my last post!!!!
i didnt intend to make u angry or anithing but r u angry?
if u are,im so srryy!!!!!!i apologise deeply for the miscomunication...
btw...hows life at home?
ouh i notice dat u alwaes go straight back home after school...care to explain y?
im all ears....ouh and eyes...0_0...soo feel free to ask stuff...
speaking abt asking questions...when shuld i ask u 'THE question'?
think abt it kaes?and giv me the answer to wen u want me to ask u that question a.s.a.p k?

aniwaes...today was awesome...thxz to das,aidil,elena,shahrul,hanna and davina...i can play abit of the piano now...cool
quite interesting tho...playing the piano..still learning the bass part to dat song...the melody i alredy kno...
hey mayb 'arifah culd teach me a thing or to towards piano...i shuld ask her 1 day...
i shuld stop acting shy wen shes around and tok to her...rite?yeah mayb i shuld...
k lah from now on i shall act lika man!!!
hehe^_^

~awoosh signing off!! Loving u!!~

finally the msn works!!!thx dad~~~!!!!


man!!i feel so..depressed lately...and my headache is worsening...>_SO STRESSED!!!!!!!!!! CA1 arnd the corner...still getting pressurized by mom to work hard....

im still trying to make u feel happy...and sometimes i really feel lik giving up on u...but....i try not to...i try to b strong so dat i can face new challenges dat u throw at me....sometimes u ignore me...dats fine mayb u needed some privacy....but it seems dat u dont want to talk 2 me at all...and for dat...im saying it now...
pls hurry up!im not forcing u or anithing but pls tok to me...I LOVE YOU....


now set aside the mushy mushy stuff and head on to...umm....life...
14/2/08....wat day is dat?THURSDAY!!!
wat of february?14th!!!(my fav no.)
wad day is it?VALENTINES DAY!!!
but too bad its againts my religion to celebrate it...


still cant wait for 21/02/08
where my life is changing and becoming more tougher
hope dat day turns out awesome and dat i will enjoy...

WELL....I HOPE SO....

~awoosh out....~_~..pls hurry?

assalamualaikum guys!!! wadupz...>jus came back from singapore river<>
we went to the singapore river to jus makan angin and take pics for the english project...and we had a little fun....well i was FERNANDO BOTERO(AMIR) for a day.... hehehe....


actually i was supose to go tomoro...but....y did i go today som of u might ask...
well its actually ghaf dragged me into coming to singapore river today wif him and tazi.....wat to do?he nearly cried when i said i didnt want to folo him today...so.....i went wit him....


ouh and this may sound abit wierd but guess wat.....i finished my homework.....isnt dat strange?im beginning to feel dat im a different person now than i used to be....i usually dont finish hmwk on time and alwaes get scolding but now after i was pronounced class chair...my bad habits all disappeared...is this a good sign?ouh and not to forget the pressure of going to 3e1 next year....damn!!!i really need to work harder than this...i think i hav finally awoken from my 'sweet dreams' after i landed in 2e2.....


ehh...wat shuld we do if we failed the IH test? i onli kno du a mind map but i dont kno on which book and which chapter?


klah....cya guys when i c u guys!!!

~awoosh signing off!!i love U!!!~
p.s wad other hmwk do we hav???

HEY GUYS!!!!uummm.....^_^
OWWW!!!!~_~ my knee and hands hurt!!!it hurts!!!!
tangan ku lemah!!!!ehh u kno wat??i nearly blacked out on the stage just now....i dono y...my hand suddenly felt weak....my back hurt and yeah my hands wer shaking....i didnt kno wat was happening to me...den after the concert....me and das wer suffering...carrying the drumset...and dis is wat i said...das....if u suffer..i suffer...then eventually we suffer together and no 1 will give up...cool ehh? and das agreed....so...we both tahan the pain and screamed lik total morons...in agony....^_^

well its been weeks dat i've tried to install the msn messenger...and no im getting rather tired...~_~

the concert was great altho we nearly broke down wen we were playing chinese new year hits....(y does it alwaes happen)den didnt had the chance to go back to pri schl...sch closed early...den 'arifah also went home early....wat to du?go walk wif zw to sunplaza and go back to wld together...

still waiting for 'arifah...but don wrry 'arifah...i still can wait...but pls hurry up...im getting kinda lonly alredy...


yesa!!!2 more weeks to go....till...21st february...the day will come where i decide my fate and destiny....

awooosh signing off!!!gong xi facai!!!i love u!!

YESAAA!!!!!!wwoooohoooo!!
well...tomoro chinese new year...
and there will b a concert....definetly cant wait fer dat...
(fol in at 10.20 a.m!!!)^_^

cool ah....altho my migraine is still in my head..(dammit!!go away!!!)
im still trying to act cheerful and happy....and im still chillin....^_~
4 days long holiday...(a break from the stress)(finally!!algebra was killing me..)with dat new teacher arnd...i need to find a way to survive until mr raj comes back into action....

MR RAJ!!!!I MISS U!!!!


hehe..and finally 'arifah could comment the last post....^_^
ouh and...'arifah!!don giv up!!b strong...i kno dat u hav the strength to talk 2 me!!
U CAN DU IT!!!!^_^ b happy alwaes...!!!


awoosh signing off!!I LOVE YOU!!