-_-..yesterday was the worst night ever..became emo again..until my cuzzies all..mcm..giv up..
it all started in the morning..i had this crazy sensation..it was like...i had to do this..so i drew anime..lame right but..so far the comments are..awoosh u taking art ehh? your drawing good seyy!

yup..thats the common comment that i've received...

afternoon..a gang of girls came into my house..well..to see my mom..(ex-student mahh..)
den i was happily drawing wen i heard..yah my eldest son is in sec 2,baru habis exam..happylah tuu..
den in my mind i was like...ouh crap..thats wen pap's came in and said..ur mother wants to introduce u to her students...so..i went out..den there she is..wearig pink..('arifah's sis..)o_o..her lil sis and her sebiji seyy..kuat suara..^_^(it was a comment not a critisizm

as the day went by..i started to get bored..

soon..my house was packed with ppl..even ghaf,ran and zw was here..
we tok and tok..den i too a pic of ghaf..it was hillarious...

went to pasar to get chicken coz u noe lah..guest banyak kan?
soon..more sedara coming in..and going out..


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den at night..familiar faces came..not saying tht i didnt recognised my own cuzzies..but..teha and cqin arrived lik finally..(some fun at last!!)

but..we didnt had much fun..wen they came..not even assalamualaikum..they were too busy talking to their so called ''HUBBIES TO BE'' to even stop and said hi..(ni awoosh dah start emo lah ni.)

den teha punya duit habis pakai awoosh nyer phone pulak arh? mentah mentah duit kau habis dosent mean u can habiskan mine per..

went down to buy chocolate to cool myself down..seriously larh..not having much fun..every1 takes me for granted..and they always treat me like im invisible..

then the question that completly ruined my night is cqin asking..ehh awoosh? cqin same teha dah ade bf mane awoosh punyer gf si 'a tuu... i started losing my cool..and kept quiet..

ate my chocolate walk as far from them as possible...but i failed..they caught up to me and said..aww awoosh lonly..cian nyer!.. mock me all u want..i dont care..(luckily my attitude is lik a, hey its my life and im living it dont tell wat to do..)

to tell the truth..i am feeling abit empty..lik somthing is missing..a part of me..

im starting to think that she dont like me anymore..feels like she hates me for some reason..did she change or did I?

'arifah...~_~..*sigh..

well..no one hardly comes to my blog nowadays..not even 'arifah
thats invisible for ya..


ouh well..alls well that ends well i always say..

signing off...