HELLO PEEPPOS!!!!! haha!! fird here once again

ouh btw..im changing my blog!!!

OMG!!! O_O

lol aniwaes..i dont like this blog very much so i downgraded it and made a new blog from scratch..haha..its no worries..

come check out my new blog!!!

LINK ME @: www.abstractinreality.blogspot.com

see ya guys soon!!

change never felt so exciting..haha

AWOOSH OUT!!

sigh..the last day of the week..friday..
ouh well..back to the usuals

my life as a: student
brother
Muslim
leader

only gets harder and harder..so..yeah..
mom made me realised,snapped me out of my confusion,brought me back to cold-hearted reality with words beyond compare..huh..

those words came at me like a bullet train at its prime speed,hitting me hard mentally yet physically as well..those words not only pull me to my senses but made me think twice about life..
from those words..i summarised everything into this following phrase


"life is never easy,who said it would be? full of ups and downs.its a long winded journey to become who u want to be but,in the end,it will benefit u in many ways.life is like a peice of abstract art.different people have different perspectives,different goals,different mindsets and the way they interpret the picture known as life is different from other people.we have our own unique styles of doing it."

mom's phrase:'' you must learn to love yourself before you love others"
i agree to that statement.
now i myself have heard of this saying:"love to learn and learn to love"
which is true to the sense that as a brother..i need to give that brotherly love.and as a student i should show my talent into doing work assigned not just by quantity but quality as well

so my question for all of u is..

WHAT DOES LIFE MEAN TO YOU?

@\|/()O$# ()|_|+!!

WOAH!! cool day today..
and i really mean COLD.. its been raining cats and dogs!!
so..yeah..hehe


ouh..today,went to woodgrove sec's carnival at woodgrove sec..-_-'''
ok so..had a great time..
lol and u kno wat? mom got $100 coupon..and omg..idk wat to purchase!!!O_O
lol cool..so.. yeah wondered around the school compound u kno..socialising..and that sorta stuff

was walking around wen i saw kakak 'arifah..
woot..i wasnt suprised coz..
she was from woodgrove duhh..
so..more or less i expected to see her..

heh..ouh SHET gotta go..
uhh..gtg to my grandmothers house..-_-'''

adios..

awoosh out!!

haishh..wat a tiring day!
altho we came in second..we all are still champions!
ok so..i became a recorder for the day..hehe fuyyoh!! penat seyy..
u kno y? i was required to run up and down and give mdm Phang the results..
and may i remind u that i was wearin hoodie at that point of time..panas terik..
lepas tuu hujan..hehe mepek sey.. -_-'''

so..ran up and down and up and down...hehe..
wow and the most hair raising part was wen the teachers ran..cool man!! woot red house rockz!!
AWOO!! AWOO!! AWOOH!!!
looks like zhao wei underestimated mr chong..hehe..dame man he can run!!! O0O..
hehe u shuld see the look of zhao wei's face..one word for it.. PRICELESS
even i was lik WOAH..nice man!! mr chong rocks my ankle socks!!awesome sight

ok so..after tha whole thing they announced the winners..so..4th-yellow,3rd-blue,2nd-red,1st-green..
lol yeah so thats all..


awoosh outz!!

AAAHHHHH!!! THE PAST HAS COME BACK TO HAUNT ME!!!

ouh no!! my muscle ache on my right shoulder came back...

WTH!!!!

it hurts so much that i spent the whole day today clenching my hand onto it!

OUCHIES!!

omg..i hope i recover from this fast..hehe..ouh well..


fird out! PEACE!!

I
FAILED
my section,my band,myself

hey peeps..i jus wanna apologise..to everyone..especially you
i mean..ok look..u might not know it but..we are having a silent argument..
i didn't mean for it to be this way.. so..i guess..*sigh...

look..im so depressed,so stressed,so tensed,so alone these days..
my friends? yeah i kno.they kinda make me forget about the stress for awhile..
and just keeping my opinions,my thoughts,my worries,my anger,my emotions in me is not helping to get rid of this stress..

i jus need someone..to help me..u kno..to talk to..
but i kno..i must help myself 1st..
u see..wen we are together in real life..we cant talk..bcoz of the ppl arnd?
you said it so yourself..if i faced any problems..i could turn to you or her to talk to
but..do you see it occurring?


ok fine..i'll do everything myself then..here's one for me!!
im so stuck up these days i mean!!! aaarrgghhh...but no more of that now...no more being pushed around..im gonna stand for my rights..not happy? welcome to the group but i have to do wat i have to do..


once again sorry to you


my new motto:prepare for a change
awoosh out!!

*sigh..one of the most worst day of my life was yesterday..it was also the worst achievement day of my life..wth man! its like,we start rehearsals at 3p.m? the sun is high up in the sky man lik wtf!
not lik last year where we started at 5-6+?dam it lah..

i think the she has ruined our reputation big time..not jus ours..even the schools reputation..
i mean..ouh forget it..its a new day..might as well forget abt it fird..but for the band..i am a lil bit proud of u guys..some of u manage to fall in on time..im impressed..for those who are late..*sigh..


so..yesterday was an improvement from Thursday's ''ordeal'' if i could call it that..cmon sembwinds..we need to build up or strength,our courage and pull this through together..
as one band..

ouh god u kno wat? i post this and nobody reads it..its lik selling a book and no ones buys it..
*sigh...im crazy if i continue this up..the only one that reads my blog is just 'arifah..
wow..
in the first place why should i even brag about this? and..ouh no...*sigh..i got to stop..im talking to myself..

ok..this is really scaring me..

*sigh..i expected more..now i just feel very disappointed..
the rain cant hide my tears..cmon people..
cocky much?? huh?? arrogant?? yeah..u are great ppl..but..over such a simple thing and u all ruined the day..cmon u cant be serious rite? wat has sembwinds become? no more than a pile of trash that other bands stepped on? no..this wasn't the same 2 years back wen i 1st stepped my foot into the band..

seniors.. for two years I've looked up to you..you WERE my role model..u encouraged me to keep on going..always giving ur 110% in everything..i appreciate it but..wat has happened dear seniors? once u were my role models i respected u,i wanted to be like u. but u've proven to me that it was just a fantasy..it was all a dream.. yeah..even great ppl has their bad points..* sigh very disappointed..

my batch..cmon guys..why?? *sigh..i mean..such bright ppl u are..and ur talents wasted..
same as the seniors..some of u inspired me to be the best i can..u gave me motivation when i was fighting a losing battle..but all of that has changed..cmon guys..what happened to the batch that is always on time always on task? sec 2's last year..


i kno that the leaders have given a the title of parade seargent major..and i am honored..really
i alwaes tried my best to meet up to expectations..pushing myself to the limit..to all the leaders..q.m's,librarians,d.m,b.m,secretary..i hate to see u suffer but do u feel the same for me?
i feel the pain that you feel..you kno why? coz we are bonded..u guys and me..are u saying that we are not? coz if u do..i have failed not only as a psm but a friend as well..

sorrow seeps through the wound in my heart..im sick and tired of the things happening..cmon guys buck up..no use crying over spilled milk..wats done is done..but wat u have done wrong..reflect upon it and make sure it doesn't happen again..

i believe in you guys..both seniors and juniors..together we'll go through the hardships and the pain..we'll start as a band,we end as a band..
i believe in a band named SEMBWINDS
so.show me how the real sembwinds work next pract kaes?
together..we WIll obtain a gold award for SYF and we'll go through it together as a band

BELIEVE IT!!

awoosh out..

LOVE LESS POEM BY: GENESIS

When the war of the beast bring about the worlds end,
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss
Her gift everlasting

ACT I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus,and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

ACT II

There is no hate,only joy for you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn,healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away,the end is nigh

ACT III

My friend,do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and i?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend,your desire is the bringer of life
The gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall,my return

ACT IV

My friend,the fates are cruel
There are no dreams,no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul,corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment,to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation and your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly but surely

ACT V
Even if the morrow is barren with promises
Nothing shall forstall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


GENESIS ROCKS!! woot!!
awoosh out!!